Scenes from my Dreams

Notes: Active brain last night, don't quite recall what connected where. The Dream: ..I was in a room, sitting on a bed. Unsure who's room, but it seemed like a hotel room layout. The bed was a double and there was a second double bed to the right, and a mini-kitchen past that with counters along the far wall. I was wearing a wedding ring, but after having a conversation with my dad, I took the ring off and threw it in a nearby trash can. It didn't seem to be a sentimental or emotional moment. At some point I ended up with another wedding ring on and Ivan Moody of Five Finger Death Punch walked in the room to tell me that the person I had just married had died. I removed the ring and threw it in the trash, as well, proclaiming that it must not have been meant to be. -- (I woke up, shared the briefs of that dream with Trevor, then fell back asleep after he left for work.) I was driving in a bright yellow Challenger on an interstate. It was at night and another car w...

Notes: Went to a CKY concert last night, had someone creepily staring at me through the car window for nearly an hour afterward. Got home at 3 AM. I dunno if any of these things actually connected to the dream, but this is the only journal I've kept semi-consistently in life, so it seemed worth noting. Foods Eaten: Salad The Dream: (I'm certain there was more before where my memory kicks in.)  ...Looking around, I was in a large hallway with white tile floor and white brick walls. The kind of hall you see for concession stands in an arena. There was a girl on the floor with one of those plastic containers you use to hold paint in when you're using a roller... except hers was filled with water. And a lobster. I recall thinking that was an odd choice for a pet, but when I got closer and was watching it move around, I could see how it could be kind of cute. I walked away, probably made a circle around the presumed arena. I may have even gone into a seat, it felt like I ha...

Notes: For as much as I remember, I don't remember just as much of this dream. Foods Eaten: Spaghetti and like 2 bites of caramel ice cream right before bed. The Dream: I was walking down a trail that reminded me of one behind the house I grew up in. There was a group of people, I don't remember most of them, but I kept closest to my friend Josh (who I've never actually met in person) . Whatever walk we were going on was quite a long one, but eventually we got to a little gas station style mini mart. I don't recall opening any doors to get in the mini mart, but we were suddenly inside. I spotted an old high school friend, Lindy, sitting in a chair across the store. My old friend Tana was now with me as well, and I nudged her and said we should go surprise Lindy. We walked across the store in sat in some small wooden chairs that were arranged in a circle, where Lindy was. I sat in a chair that was diagonally across from Lindy. Tana sat to my right. I looked to my ...

Notes: Napping while the boyfriend works. Hadn't had one of these jealousy type dreams in a while. Foods Eaten: Eggs and kielbasa Dream Location: A sort of (?) run down gas station at the bottom of a hill surrounded by forest. The Dream: I had just driven up to a gas station in a truck. Derek and Bradley were with me, but meandered off somewhere else. I had parked at a fill up spot, but went inside the store instead. I walked to the employee only area of the shop, which was entirely run down and devoid of pretty much anything. Hearing voices at the store front, I walked to the register area, though I stayed out of sight. Two girls walked up to the counter, they said something, and I recall interacting with them, but I don't recall what the interaction was. As the girls walked out, Bradley walked in and said that we'd be carpooling in the truck up to the bar for the charity bike wash (my boyfriend does actually work at a bar and they were actually having a charity ...

Notes:  Got into a discussion earlier with my boyfriend about marriage, when he blatantly proclaimed that he was never getting married - to which I asked if I was just wasting my time with him then, because I don't want to be in a relationship if both people aren't of the mutual opinion that it's "going somewhere". I'm pretty sure this dream was derived from that conversation... Dream Location: My room The Dream: I was laying in my bed, facing TJ. Presumably, he had just broken up with me, though I don't remember it actually happening. I was somewhat upset, trying to figure out the cause. I asked him, "Was it because of the getting married thing we were talking about earlier?" This is really all I remember. I woke up after asking that question, and TJ was fast asleep next to me.

Notes:  I slept with my hair up in foils last night (dying it), so I didn't get the best sleep in the world. Woke up a lot. Foods Eaten:  Just snacked on random things throughout the day... my hair took too long and by the time I finished I just wanted to go to bed and not eat. Dream Location:  Hotel of some sort The Dream: I was standing on a floor of a hotel, in front of the elevators. There were staircases that spiraled around each side of me. A random, older guy walked out of the elevator and proceeded to complain about foreigners... but he had some sort of European accent. I was kind of amused by his hypocrisy, so I just smiled at him as he walked by. Now I've noticed TJ and my sister are with me. The elevator seems to be taking forever to get to us, so I decide it will be quicker to just go use the stairs. TJ and my sister decide that it's now become a race, especially since right as I started walking up the stairs, the elevator arrived. I ran quickly ...

Notes: I find it strange that I had this dream, since I have absolutely no celebrity crush on Keanu Reeves what-so-ever. Dream Location: On a road, in my house The Dream: I was in a car, driving, with my sister in the back seat. It was a metallic blue color, but I'm not sure what type of car it was. I was talking to my sister and I referenced from what she was saying that Keanu Reeves had apparently given me the car and was my boyfriend. I'm not sure how I responded, but I recall suddenly driving through a thick foresty field. The "road" was more of a narrow dirt path that continually curved about. And then I was at home. Keanu Reeves was there, and this time he had apparently just proposed to me. I had accepted the proposal, but I was wondering to myself if it's what I really wanted to do. I even recall thinking "...he's a bit older than me, I'm not even sure how we met and got together, but he's a nice guy and he's famous..." I...

Notes: I've really been slacking with my dreams lately. I'm actually surprised I went lucid last night, even though it didn't last long. My sleep was very weird and irregular though, took me forever to fall asleep. Foods Eaten: Mashed potatos, chicken, steak, asparagus, sausage... yeah, I was a fatty tonight. Dream Location: Blackness The Dream: Not even sure how I got to lucidity, I may have just slipped straight into it. TJ was there with me. I started pondering the weird questions that I hide in my subconscious most of the time. I remember thinking about asking my lucid TJ a lot of things, but settled upon a very cliche question that I put little faith into my dream figure truthfully answering: "TJ, do you want to marry me one day?" He didn't immediately respond, I stared at his face which remained completely blank. After what had to be about a minute of silence and me thinking of all the possible responses he could give, he simply said, "Ye...

Notes: I blame food poisoning on this one. Foods Eaten: Nothing. Dream Location: No where totally recognizable. The Dream: The sole thing I remember about this dream was I was sitting at a small, round cafe table with TJ. We were having a typical joking around conversation, but it ended up turning into talk about how all our friends are getting married and how my older cousins on my mom's side were married. I was expecting TJ to give me his typical response of, "Don't even think about it." But instead he said something along the lines of, "C'mon lets do it. Will you marry me?" I went through a moment of complete confusion (really I should have recognized that I was dreaming at this point). I started to counter with, "We've only been dating for four months." He replied with "Well what do we have to lose? We've known each other for years." I was still more shocked than anything, but didn't need more convincing. I sai...

Notes: My sister is dating someone she actually likes and apparently my subconscious is implying they are moving too fast. Dream Location: In a restaurant? The Dream: I was sitting at a booth table in what seemed to be a Texas Roadhouse Steak restaurant with my old grade school friend, Tana. I had just gotten news that my sister had gotten engaged to her new (by new I mean one-two weeks at most) boyfriend. For some reason, I was the one holding on to her ring, though it was not a typical ring. It was ornate, silver and double banded, studded with diamonds, but it could expand and contract. I was wearing it around my wrist. I was essentially venting at Tana about my disapproval. I seem to recall going up a flight of stairs with Tana, and encountering my sister and TJ, though I don't know what else was going on.

Notes: ... Foods Eaten: Steak and potato Dream Location: In a strange classroom and somewhere at a very pretty outdoors location The Dream: I was in a rather vacant and desolate seeming room. The floors were old and mangled hardwood, the walls were in rough condition too. There was a crappy rust color cough in the room, that I was sitting on with TJ. There were a number of other people in the room, though I'm not sure who they were. TJ's mom appeared in the room and started lecturing everyone about Sex Education. I immediately began feeling awkward, and fortunately TJ quickly complained about how weird it was for her to be telling us about this stuff and how he's already heard it a million times. I remember his mom arguing back briefly... Then somehow I ended up in a very lush field of thick green grass. There were picnic tables set up (note to self: just triggered a dream memory about walking around a strange version of my grandmother's house?) , and there w...

Notes: ... Foods Eaten: Pizza Dream Location: Part not sure, part my house. The Dream: I was in a classroom, or something of that sort. I was feeling anxious, because Richard had apparently just proposed to me. I was unable to give him a yes or no answer, but I was panicking about what to do. I remember running out of the room... And ending up in my own bedroom. Richard was laying comfortably on my bed. I started changing my clothes in front of him, but suddenly realized the window curtains were open. There was some strange, large automobile outside the window, and there were two guys and a girl inside of it. The guy in the back was pointing at me and grinning wide as I was getting naked. The other two were laughing. Richard noticed that they were staring at me, but didn't even move to close the curtains. I quickly ducked down to hide behind my bed frame, with only my head staring over it to watch the people in the large mobile. I'm pretty sure the people from the...